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Time is a false game of one
The direction of spreading along time, I see past event is mottled on the wall. That old and old face, that section of always old memory, is most that figure turning round, sad to perform the final result of the story quietly.
I and you say, have stick smoke when sorrow, I can a happy one cruel, I will smoke when I say that sad, and I will be happy while smoking. This sentence is very contradictory, because I do not know all the time whether I am sorrow or happiness while smoking, in a word because sad I go to smoke.
In one summer of that year, I poured out all emotions and was fond of a girl, I pigeonholed the chip of the emotion all one's life, because I thought at that time it was the happy terminal point all one's life, so I think on the happy road sad. My understanding to the love was will get for ever so long as I was fond of diligently at that time, this superficial and inmature idea keeps lasting until summer in the most hot season, that girl says to me that love me, but can't be continuing due to a certain reasons. Then I go to look for this reason stubbornly, I want to be still fond of her after solving this reason, because I know a certain reason why I am looking for just of her refusal because of a certain reason. In fact whom I made is an innocent role in this false game of one, because I am simple all the time, I have been standing in this seat of front performing this game all the time, until game being unable to go on, the girl says to me perhaps I have not loved you at all times. Original I have had such an idea, if we really can't be continuing, I may be very in pain. Getting audible I seem a bit painful behind the sentence that, I raise, get up corner of the mouth smile then leave gently just, feel very laughable. I leave there later on, without yearn for a bit, go another local life, then I am very happy every day, because I am smoking every day, but or because of the sadness for the reason to smoke  
Time watch end, fragile person will choose, hide oneself in such vast and hazy moment often, pack oneself, the purpose is not to want to let people find out about the state of heart, because the happy cost is the large stretch of sorrow, so not for being sad, I would rather not choose the happiness. I have been a lonely person all the time after leaving the original small city, I do not want to pursue flourishingly, it is sad to increase in vain. In fact can not I be be sad when that girl loves me? In fact my corner of the mouth raised is proving I will make a return journey and disguise oneself with a false face in the future, protect oneself. cuplifeYou say the time of carving, time comes to lure you differently with false one, innumerable. It is the same now as me that I say, what you saw is only my false face, and my true face, Israel is unknown by the people early. In fact the difference between you and that girl lies in you are always thinking deeply in the happy direction, can go, pursue one o'clock in emotion happy. What that girl ever loved deeply by me used at the beginning is false one, but she is still false one behind that false one. Have I been thinking did time resulted in presenting false one or because does false one lead to the fact out the fear to time? I know now that should false one and time has appeared in a game, go game, we either can go, afraid to run off time, can go, get pieces of false disguise oneself.
You let me explain this sentence, then I answer you with a following poem.
Opening a coquettish eye, has been covered with silks that deep and vast spring.
Holding a sad moon, flow out the happiness in that curved river.
Say one sound is said good-bye to,
Say good-bye to that false game of one.
A line of Thank you
Thank that period of old and old time.